Feeling A Little...

So, we've officially moved!!! I am loving the new apartment and the opportunities that we now have before us with this new life!!! I truly am grateful for everything that I have, and still sometimes I feel so alone. I know Brandon loves me, and I will forever know that. But, sometimes I want other people to care, too.
I've just been feeling down. I want to see family, but I can't. I want his family to like me, but I don't feel they do. I want, I want, I want. And, yet, here I am. Just whining! hahaha
Have you ever had those days when you just cry, and you're not completely sure why, but well, there you are. Crying? Well, if not, count your blessings. But, today is one of those days for me. I was sitting watching A Baby Story this morning on TLC, and just couldn't stop crying. Those women were in so much pain, but it was pain with a purpose. They were bringing a life in to the world, and it's just a beautiful thing.
Then, I watched a video on YouTube this afternoon. BAM!!! Tears again! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XZ12nrz47U&feature=colike
It's by Lady Antebellum! One of my favorite bands in the past few years, and it just touched me. There is one line in particular that says, "I wanna touch a few hearts in this life, leave nothing less than something that says 'I was here'." WOWZAH!!!!
THAT IS HOW I FEEL!!!!
I wanna do something that matters. Something important.
Sometimes I feel like I am so looked over. I work at a gas station. I'm trying to pay bills and still live. I'm a newlywed, which so many people look at like a horrible thing.
But, I want to be important to more than just Brandon.
I want to touch someone's life.
I want to matter to the world.
I want someone to hear "Aubrey Buchei" and have it bring a smile to their face.

Random post I know, but the hubby isn't home for me to vent to!!!
hahaha